I know but before you'd say anything stupid, i've been busy.
And i've also been thinking; cleaning and ordering things in my life.
I thought i made some decisions, about buying a place on my own (house or rather appartment) but i started realizing not sooner than last week what i really wanted.
It's not gonna be easy, but who ever said i choose the easy way, ever ? I'll begin soft by taking holidays away in Japan, where i feel at home and will go back to the island of Ishigaki.
It could be the travel from which i may not come back. I have been thinking about settling somewhere, and that could explain why i was unable to build anything proper here in France. We'll see.
There's an old pilgrimage i should have walked this summer. Still hesitating, but it could be again the one chance in a lifetime to do it.